laughing

ahhh, i was sitting here, watching star trek and wondering about it because i was eating a bowl of cereal and it was os crunchy i couldn't hear what was being said, so what was the point? when i realized that i was only really watching it because i liked to watch the aliens walk around.

LOL

oh man.

really.

i laughed at myself for that one. because it was so true. and so......i don't know. But lol...wow.

i can't believe i was so amused with myself. but it lifted my spirits. and i thought of some cool lyrics...

"the scary voices in my head are saying thank you,
and it scares me because i don't know what I did."

the dead don't say thank you. but they can play tetris with you!


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I decided that there weren't enough serious research in the areas i was interested in, and decided to forge ahead myself. Then build a business model around it and sell it! Oh my, we're all merchants now!

lol j/k. except for the going to college part. I was serious about that.

wellp, now i have some more aim to gage in choosing my next destination. There are coorespondence courses available, and i can always start with a textbook (which im thinking about purchasing) ya know. What i'm saying is, i'm not sure about the place i'll head to next, but now i'm taking into account college access. Oh lawd Worf is making out with Troi. oho lawd i just TYPED that.

I was thinking to myself, i'd love to be the star trek captain who finds a star wars universe.

didn't say i'd have to be a starfleet captain. pirates can be captains too ya know.


ya know what was an interesting game?

The Killing Game Show.

check it out sometime. cool happens now! Oroooo!

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hahaha, so silly.
but this is what happens when its bedtime in la la land.

i've got another pursuit while im working up here, getting used to the gym everyday, then a few days a week going twice.

and getting good sleep while i live in a house for now. Might as well use my area to its fullest advantages.

i estimate, that at a full time week at two jobs, i should be making 3 grand a month. thats two 40 hour jobs at their perspective payrates, at two 1500$ work weeks. taxes not calculated but neither was any overtime or raises.

Then we see how long i can hold out. If i hold out til august....thats 6 months from now, thats 18,000 i would have. I could buy LAND with that.

or take some over ;)

and thats just 6 months. after that i'll possibly consider staying longer.....or something.

You realize i can provide the downpayment on something with that? and i can then goto work here for spring and summer once a year? play the rest?



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ya see, every kid was raised to go out and explore the world around them. It was every kid's ascension to adulthood. The ones that make it home passed.

The ones that don't...? I dunno. never met one. being ghosts and all.

its nitey nite time now ok? Its time for b e delta.

PS: you know what would be aweful? if jk wrote harry's character to be suicidal this last book, and then he offs himself! You'd have this whole generation of sad pretenders who would slit their wrists, not to mention fans of the series copying it for generations. her name would be etched into human history large enough for all to see. it would be hilarious, in my opinion.