"the truth is, i'd do it if i had to. And so I have."

I left you for this. bye.

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lol zrz, so boop dee boop. so get this story:

so one day the demons and the angels get together to decide to overthrow god. They are all pissed at his ass or whatever, being eternal servants yacket shmackety. So they kill him, sort of, but instead of dying he just becomes human. as he keeps dying as a human he keeps getting reincarnated. each one of these incarnations is a story that later became some god of whatever or whatnot! And then he finds out that life is just this big game of different levels, gods and higher beings, humans, and animals and lower lifeforms. You get killed you get reincarnated at a lower level. you find ways to transcend to higher levels. So now the bit is to get back and that assface that killed you and turned you into a human having to regain his powers!

oo oo it would be such an awesome videogame! in the likes of God of War, being all these different gods and then getting switched to the modernday era and you have to regain all the different pwoers from the first half of teh game! oh dude itd be SWEET! talk about badass! oooooh.

i told my cousin about the jerk-a-shot today. he laughed his ass off but said it was a good idea. a really gay idea, but a good gay idea. I agreed and apologized for teh gayness. i suggested he think of it as a way of capatilizing on gayness, and since capatilizing is evil and the church is evil then that means that my idea is good because it supports the church by enslaving the homo by mixing sex and alcohol. then i said bachelorette parties and immediately started thinking more intently about bacherlorette parties. oh yheah i had this thought about sex and the mind the other day...

it started with me thinking about how if i was a woman, i'd be a lesbian. then i started thinking about sex and laughing out loud about nothing and then i realized how animal my sexual hungers were. Then i started thinking what perhaps an animal would think, if say an animal spontaneously had the brain of a toked up dudepersonguy. Then i figured animals are all about food, so sex is like devouring, and thats what the animal fucky fuck hormones getting all hot and bothered were feeling like, devouring with the whole body of a wholesome female. (Cinnamon, not white or wheat). Then i wondered what gay thoughts were? Then i figured it might have something to do with alpha positioning. Perhaps this "devouring" of other like-genderness is an unfortunate physical memory like thing from before, perhaps from a time where the desire to overthrow/challenge the pack leader and be pack leader yourself was like devouring that one. Somehow that managed to evolve into...san francisco?

ok i dunno it made a logical sort of sense, but im dubious about long-term history/evolution timings anyways, so yeah. this cd is the bomb diggity, thank you fancy pants oc remix artists. You make me happy.

Ahhh, music.... oh man intense daydreaming like things are sooooooooooooooo weeeeeeeeeee! time for more!