...lost, its yummitosity is bodalicious...

I just had a rather...ridiculous time the other past few nites. nite like things, as its still daylight out at midnight now. Wacky. Imagine what that does to an individual like myself. An oopsy happened at work today. I cut my finger (shaved it more like) on my locker after work. No gym! wah! Shaved off about an inch of flesh. hooray for no flesh!

i have been smoking since i got of work, for the most part, so im doing pretty good bout now. Not as high as i usually get as it was all spread out over time, but now im home and i can go ahead and smoke a ridiculous amount. Excessive? Not if you experienced whatever happens when i get that toasty (toastyyyy!) man the conversations! The things i think about, oh man! Good stuff, as Chris would say. Its everything short of hallucinating. Much more than i ever expected. Next step: find something to hallucinate with.

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So on the way home earlier we stopped and got snax (I've brought snaaa,aaax! o lord christ chex) i got 4 lost, some flaming cheetos and a boogy bounce bag of m&m's. I'm not quite sure if boogie-bounce means medium or jiggly, but the m&m's bag provides for both occasions of equal jiggly and mediumness. Oh wow i wrote all that down.

wow.

ok, soooo. Lost! Yes lost is very good. I am enjoyifying it immensitizingly. As of this moment, i am channishly summoneering the lost soul of the ultimate warrior. Hoo ra ray!


so yeah. you wouldn't BELIEVE the shit i've been seeing lately. i think i was a bug the other day, i don't know anythign that would fly around and zip about like that. I bout fell out of my chair. It was crazy! Poor aunt walks in and sees me mid meditational stride (ie toke) and i felt like my hand was in the cookie jar or top drawer or something. Shes just fine with it though so yeah cool like.

Oh man i'm fucking feeling it right now. I just wrote a lot of words. They didn't get the job done. So i fired them and sent them home. I might be able to convey it in person. Perhaps then. That island is my stop. I can tell you nothing. Because it just doesn't...work then. Its like thoughts are sticky. If you release them, they go on around picking up addons from other peoples thoughts adn by the time you get it back its changed. So i can't tell right now. Jesus i just downed that other ...lost because of these cheetos. Good ploy, snackateers. Your manufraction telechniques are suprerior!

I gotta go smoke more and get my headfones bye.

oh yeah quick stuff:

I know i'm on an adventure dion! there's no way i'd have managed to pull off even teh measly non-bragworthy stuff i've done so far without THAT mentality. My orientation was off was all, i didn't know which way to go so to speak. I've managed to get some info on that part. So now all is right. OK its true my inquisilemetry is so itself that it just delves deeper and deeper into the mines of theory. Its so much fun to just sit adn think and talk...err meditate. If i said i was talking to people who you couldn't see and i couldnt' see, you'd think was super crazy or whatever. I would be way ostracized and probably lonely. that i wouldn't desire.

ok so like i better go and get on with my freelaxidazing so peace yo!