i thought that dirty jokes were likened to corrupted fruit after i began a conversation with a man by stating "bandages = panda jizz" and he replied to me a blank stare to which i added "baby panda jizz" and he grew shrewd telling me that a baby panda was by nature immature and unable to jizz. I then told the man that baby pandas get to jizz, and he found himself embarrassed. im bare assed.

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i was recently asked what turned me off and couldn't think of anything in particular. I have found a few answers including whorish behaviour, multi-dude dominance as a favorite thing and of course, everyones notfavorite, poor personal hygeine which i always knew but didn't think of to say when i was asked.

i guess multi-dude dominance would be a girl telling me she liked it when she had a threesome with two guys. and the best part was when one held her down while the other one...

i was never more horrified in my entire life. i never knew i hated that. until i heard it come out of a girls mouth. i was so shocked i couldn't even tell her how disgusted i was. i just shrugged it off and inside i was frowning harder than i ever imagined i could frown. i was mercilessly engaged with mental images of all that happening to a chick i liked, and instantly i lost all hope. respect soon followed.

if i ever hear anoyne else say it they will be instantly booted out of my life. told to get up and gather their shit and immediately leave regardless of where we are, short of kicking them out of a moving vehicle, in which i would get out if it proved better for me (ie not a boat or a plane). i digress too far into disgust and i apologize.

i instantly lost respect for myself because i liked the idea of being with two chicks for a long time. until then.

now i totally understand how one chick could feel about me being slopped on by two other chicks at once. and i now feel as bad about two chicks as i do two dudes. i must have some kind of built in monagamy genes because i totally never imagined multi-chicks was bad until i learned the horrible reality of multi-dudes.

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from experience i can tell i need a girl that's waaaaaay more put together than most people, let alone most women. a diamond in the rough, so to speak, beautiful but not spoiled by the world. or trying to hit rock bottom.