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i found that while i prize my adaptive ability, i do not like feeling like i should be ashamed of the things i like (like videogames, magic the gathering, anime) etc. I shan't compromise on these issues again, regardless of how much fun it is to change to adapt to attract. the hotness.

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i want to see the ninja assassin movie and teh new boondocks movie. i have to goto the store now to get groceries for myself for tommorow as the long haul includes seclusion but by choice because i feel out of place when i go visit with other people's families, like im tolerated or pitied even. it makes me feel awkward, like my birthday.

i want to wear a shirt that says "dominant but hardly makes the first move all the time"