so i have a problem "finishing things i start". What does that mean? It means i don't have the motivation to finish shit or lack the means. I squawk a lot of shit about things i want/am/should be doing and thats it. I have no income, i trade time for money. Great, i get debt memo's from the banks that run the governments.
I explain things that i shouldn't explain, like my sense of humor or thought processes. Why? Because i obviously care what other people think? Hardly, because i have such a high opinion of myself i want to make sure i'm understood? ugh. self loathing and las vegas. or something. just, i feel like life is Yuck, therefor must be my fault probably, so i go looking in myself for the solution
Science projekts: hobby, possibly the only redeeming hopes for my forlorn life, and the least likely things to get done because parts cost so much.
I don't finish projects because i feel i've lost my way.
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