its hard to escape the smoke...but who wants to?
i imagine i'll soon become obsessed with my science projects. there really is no reason to put any of them off anymore.
i find that the most common denominator in other's opinions of my musical work is: creepy. Which is cool! its kind of what i was going for, though i wanted more of a video game feel to most of the earlier stuff, the later stuff i've been delving deeper into some darkness, ya know. for fun. its not like im that deep, the music is hardly enough to bother schoolgirls let alone destroy their innocence.
what little they have after all they've done to it at any rate. :/
anywho. i can travel as i need to, it doesn't need to be a focus. I can now take my focus off my future plans and convert my planning table into my work table again.
my machinist up here has failed me after i took a blow to the pocketbook, so now i'm wondering if i can send a message to an old friend in florida and see if he can help me out any. if not then whatever. maybe i'll do it myself. i can, though i know i don't have to reinvent the wheel to get things done. other people have better equipment and more experience and are therefor better equipped to assist to me. its just a few lousy parts, and they aren't even complicated shapes. its rings for chrissakes.
rings! iron rings! you wouldn't think they'd be that hard to attain. or make. yeeeesh.
whatever. i need to clean out my room. do some laundry. but i don't want to be awake again lately. i live to dream it seems. i wish i could explain that this waking life is great, but its nothing compared to dreamland yet. and to me its just as real as being awake, though i am keenly aware of the differences. taste is rarely there though texture and temperature are strictly detailed. muscular strain and momentum is the same but different. i am capable of so much more in dreamland but it feels so real to do and natural, natural is the best part.
its like i get a starring role in a movie im directing somehow and prewrote for myself to dream about, and lucidly i get to make it real.
i have to delve more into exploring what dreaming might actually be, but for now im content with building experience.
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Ahem. EEELLLLIIIII!!!!!. It's me, from another lifetime it seems. I've been thinkin' about you up in whereever it is you are nowadays, and I kinda wish you were still around. It's good to know that you are still alive (no offence intended). Anywho, I saw you mention this great state of mine, and was sorta wondering what sort of wackiness you were getting yourself into lately.
~Dion
AKA The Dionator
hey bro! aww i know its been too long! I've been working and not giving enough time or resources to any good projects really. it sucks! what with economic meltdown and all. Just been staying alive and enjoying life lately. Hows married life, eh? I hope it agrees with you, lord knows its been hard like lvl 10 flare trying to get a good girlfriend. or any for that matter. i haven't been up to much, how about you? with what aims have you been putting yourself? i miss you terribly and am considering visiting fl to see old friends, but we all know how dangerous that can be, oh florida.
Married life is great. I never was much for being a bachelor, so this married thing is awesome. I love coming home to my house, and having someone there more/less most of the time really is my bag. and lvl 10 flare is fine, so long as it's not as hard as METEO. and my spare >insert sarcastic chuckle here< time, I'm mostly mechanicing on my motorcycle, which is outlined a lot on my blog (although, I'd be careful about reading it, as it's primarilly a vent for me, and you might see a side you didn't want to). If you do make it down to sunny Fl, let me know, I could probably afford a room to you for a coupla weeks or so. My only reservation to that is that my Bride's Father's Wife's Youngest Daughter is unfortunatly around all too frequently, and she works for the state corrections, and by law she's required to report anyone under warrant etc. however, I don't think she actually would, but is still a risk. Anywho, I hope to hear from you sometime.
~Dion
AKA The Dionator
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