remutations

it hurts a little to recognize when i had to repeat some scenario or time-span. It hurts to know i could have put that time to better use if i hadn't made any mistakes.

and above all, its sickening to be so inactive. i admittedly haven't been to the gym in a while. but im glad because now theres one near where i work again; that isn't 40 minutes away. and soon will be within a nice park bicycle ride away. if all this ridiculous snow would ever dissappear.

i notice that the dog has a pattern to where i poops in the yard. It forms a semicircle extending out from the base of the porch. The perimeter of his domain or something, i wonder. Its a semi-circle of dog poo. So its not really all that exciting or intriguing. Just in a strange way, like it jumped out and surprised you. Surprise! Geometric doody! you didn't see that coming i bet!

whatever.

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its weird, sometimes i can remember what it was like to be a kid; to just know all the things i had around me, i had no problems to the point where i didn't even think about them. Well outside of school anyways. i hated going to public school, first place i got picked on, and it never stopped. Guess it made me a better person in the end? Weird.

I miss the rain. Warm summer rain that you can sit outside and sit on the warm sun-baked sidewalk and just enjoy the silent street because everyone else goes inside when it rains.

What is with me anyways? I always like the things that are almost the opposite of what other people do. Its just what i like; i really don't control it at all; some things just interest me for some reason. I never really gave it thought before; i mean i don't have a problem with the things i like, so it never got any further thought as to where likes come from.

I don't give The 13 steps enough replays on my computer. It is such a good album.

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I have figured out a way, i think, to discover a woman i would really dig. A girl that likes to go to the places i like to go. Most notably, rock shows. the bigger the better. for different reasons than i do. I don't care why she likes to go; i mean people goto rock shows because they like the music, but so much that you also like the atmosphere etc. People go places because they like it there, i love it there. And i would love to share that with someone else. Sounds like a good place to take a date. Or meet a chick.


I'm definitely gonna camp out this year, crazy awesome style. i found what i've been looking for. How do i know that there's something weird about how i always find, eventually, what i'm looking for? because

http://podbelt.com/

exists. i could find no portable pockets back a few months ago, except for some overpriced crazy huge military ones.

Then i realized that it'd be way cooler to have customized utility belt. Hey! Batman had a good idea, ok? he just gayed it out by running around with a boy dressed in red tights. No. Bad. /fishslap/

Garrr, i slapped ye with me grouper. Har har harrr!

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Alternatively, i could put the little camera on my back, and affix the LCD screen on my front to make it look like you could see through me. That'd be waaay weird. Especially if i got a lensed front so it'd be visible from different angles and look smoother.

LOL i could just imagine TRYING to put a sensor suit on a cat and releasing the Battle Cat in like a super market. Give the kitten a VR sensor helmet with a POV from the 20foot robot cat, and let it cause mayheck and trouble.

Oh man that'd be so mean. Then again, itd be almost cheaper to rig up a simple video game style driveable hammer, and give it to some kid to play. Let him drive around some remote control hammer and go around breakin shit. Or even cheaper, a remote control helicopter with a buzzsaw, on a simple light-friction swingarm so that the buzzsaw won't get caught if the helicopter is moving forward too fast for whatever the blade is cutting. Soft things like melons would be almost no trouble at all! 30 seconds and you could cut a lot of phone and power lines. give the handheld remote control with video screen made to look like a gameboy or gamegear, hah! that'd be hilarious. hey kid! i bet you can't beat my highscore!

how do you play?

its easy watch:

then have an AI run and automate a minifactory that builds the helicopters and mails them in boxes to random locations, then the mail the "free game tester package" to whoever. It'd go along even easier if you managed to come up with a good filter for it: make a bunch of different videogames that were cel-shaded camera inputs from the robots you mailed out.....lol! and no one would ever know....

people underestimate modern day technology too much. one could easily be an old0school supa villain! lol...

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ninja-warror plus american gladiators plus robots would still be a great show. even if at first it was just people in disguise that were running the traps: like someone not in the building manning a turret, so to speak. I like all the idfferent terrains possible in say setting up a base or mini base inside a coliseum. I mean, cameras means you can broadcast without the need for a studio audience, though say you could sell seats INSIDE the building, righside seats in the showdown rooms for instance. i really think we could do this.