Saturday, September 02, 2006

no rest for the trick-ed

the snap, the snap, the snap....

you see, when did we learn about the snap in science? the snap is preceded by a crescendo...mounting pressure....pops.

gradual change is part of, but not all.

...

im bullshitting about science stuff. but you knew that already.


on the outside... im bullshitting with a chick from hot topic. because.

i open at work tommorow. i stretched today. i worked out a little, but im still sore form the workout with the angels.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME

alone, but yet....im so shy and rigid about being polite to girls sometimes....that i think i come off as...wierd? why man, why do i end up chattin it up with the wierd, not the girl i want to be talking to (of which i am talking to while typing here) of whom im not really talking, im just giving premditated responses.

i don't understand me sometimes, or i do too much....and i just don't like it. I really try hard, and i guess thats all i can do.

yeah. all i can do. ok.

so right. what now? who knows. spurned. not quite burned, but it reminds me of it.

shasta!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey, wierd, I was just thinking about how well I do or how well I don't know you, just last night! I was also thinking that I miss yous.

If you're not talking to the girl you really want to talk to, it better not be from fear of rejection - how stupidly self-defeating. Maybe it's because you already know she's not really what you want, just a symbol, maybe? I'm totally pulling things out of my ass now, so I

STOP!