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if there was ever a single word that had a chance at encapsulating the beauty of woman, it is "succumb".

succulent cum. (amongst other tantalizingly truthful word combinations)

tell me i'm wrong.

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i wish i got to write that after engaging in a 4 hour fuckfest, or even just a kiss from a pretty girl. go figure. otaku rule #1, if i'm not mistaken. thank you, eric lindenblad. lol.

so i was thinking about getting a psp, but its too much $$ shelling into peripherals. then i looked into a gp2x, which also does good emulation and file running, but not very well. Then i remembered that im just gonna get a small computer, mod it slightly (comsetically/aesthetically) add some fancy bits, and it will outperform any other portable thingy. lol. and cost the same. any old sony vaio, boom with win2k + wireless card, load it up with all the emulators, and thats all i want.

add on a nice HUD headset, probably cast it myself or build an existing one into a nicer looking thing to wear, and a universal controller, add some battery pax, and hell's yeah. not to mention i can still do all the other work i ever need a computer for (i need to practice with that cad program from emachineshop for instance) or watch movies. fuck yeah. see, i can add a dvd/cd writer to an old vaio, if i don't get one that doesn' thave one built in already. the only important bits for the comp is video out, specs to handle the simple things i want (of which full screen video playback with no fps slowage). video out might be on a card if i have to, but i'll find one.

lol i could also modify the uni-controller and the video out to look like a handheld, (rofl!) itd be easy, wiring up an lcd out would be all the complications of getting a tiny headrest video display (you know, those things people keep putting in their cars and watching isntead of the road. like 50$, ooo) and make a customized case with the controller built in. lol.

LOL anyone asking about the cord running into my pocket/pack/wherever would be answered with "oh its just a battery extension so i can play longer" and everyone will wonder WTF kind of videogame system i got that plays EVERY system (every system perfectly emulated to the PC, the easiest thing to emulate too) lol!!! talk about sweet. yepp.

it shall be done. first thing: get right computer core.

hmmm, hawaii. dang. everytime i want to buy myself some cool shit, i forget i want to go on a trip. well, this one can be done in parts. i gotta get a battery for the cell labwork anyways.

i can't beleive its only been a week since last sunday (and last metalacolypse).

i must say, venture bros has quickly become one of my favorite shows of all time. this new season rox all sox.

mmmm, make it all real.

"Kiss me or kill me. just as long as its you."