not like a nonktopus...

(wait, i bet you're thinking "did i just say "nonctopus"?! did that friggin ass jester just get me to say "nonctopus"??!
thats not even a friggin word dammit just reading this mans journal makes me stupid!! seriously he's a drain on my coherent intellect, its like he's leaking crazy waves all over me and they're warm and sticky and frankly its the kind of stupid that makes me feel slightly violated but in some kind of weird, enjoyable way, like a meadowgreen soft colored alien spacecraft coming into your backyard on some sunny summer sunday afternoon. The crazy was so severe as to be considered almost hostile! But he's cool with it though.)

(no wait, thats what i was thinking. lol!)


(nonktopus!! ha ha! i just nonked a pus in your brain! hahaha!)

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:D (lol) no really, here think about this: Laughter feels good right? Give this a good thought for a second, and really make sure you agree because the following point is rather serious. Laughter feels good. It pretty much does, right? Makes you feel good, even if only a little bit sometimes?

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ok, you agree then? Well next time you hear someone laughing, remember what they are actually doing is just masturbating. I bet you'll see it next time you hear a fake laugh or a laugh that goes on for a little too long, anything more than a giggle is a laugh. And you'll just think about how they are touching themselves on the inside and you're gonna feel weird about it because you do it too....

lol! suckers! that is all.

did you know they make 1 Farad capacitors!!?! thats ONE, UNO, not micro, milli, demi, nano, but ONE! One whole fucking farad! they are for car bass systems! you know the kind of portable power that is for a coilgun, or any high voltage, high power load you need in one big burst....or bursts.... :D

(not to mention the resonant strength of a circuit that strong....mwahahahahahaha, you could seriously be buzzapping out some serious fun with a setup like that....)

(a resonant circuit works kind of like the perfect power return percentage that you can actually get, say like 90% or something, so that the only necessary current to keep the process moving, the circuit powered and running, is very small. This is how a tesla coil works, it continuosly builds up a charge that works in the sense of running a resonant loop, but instead of using up the energy, you're just storing it up, and building this absolutely ridiculously high voltage charge. In the most easiest to understand terms, a resonant circuit allows for the most efficient power consumption, and a tesla coil is a circuit built for charging up with the efficiency of being a resonant circuit.)

(See what fun you can have with resonant circuits! i'm looking up how to build them, design circuits to operate in such a manner etc. for instance, my robot design is a self contained circuit running off a power source, so having a resonant design (since its a closed loop system, there must be a way of introducing an inductor, a variable inductor attatched to each servo, adjusted for the PIC so that the capcitance repeater stays in resonance with the constantly changing servo position, being driven by the incoming signal from the control glove. That should work. I should go double check that. but yeah! now when you get down to basics every operation in nature can also be compared to an electrical circuit, so that means the knowledge used on designing, operating, and playing with circuits also applies to other things as well. In the end, it doesn't matter how you think of it all.)

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(as long as you can see that everything is the same, you see how it all interacts. for now that there is no longer everything to know, there suddenly becomes everything to do! All that seemed impossible now seems real and reachable. Sure there are still new things to learn, but all the knowledge you possess now is just fuel for whatever new thing you think of to do next. Infinite is now sought! no longer does endless time seem dreadful or too terrible and colossal to comprehend! Now the endlessly renewing expanses are the most beautiful things in existence, nothing ever gets old! There is somehow always something new, amongst an endless sea of the remembered and the forgotten. You don't know all the numbers, there are always more numbers out there, but you know how to work numbers together, so now its just a game of playing with numbers.)

(Thats what I do.)

(Thats what the gods do. Its the endless game, turned slightly serious thing they do. See, there are different levels of existence, and the highest one is to be a god. Now what you do is become a god, and if you manage to be a god and last until the universe ends, you get to have a hand in creating the new one and the bonus of being a god AGAIN amongst your own creations. Now once the creation is set in motion, gods are still of this world. This universe. Though they are the highest level of existence, they are not unreachable. Any living thing in creation, including the gods, can change levels of existence while creation is going off on its jolly way. Now heres what happened this current run through: Back in the days, we've kind of got a good picture of what went on, to a degree. This world was created, and you had its creators walking around playing with stuff. Well what happened is that the creations got a little carried away this time.

You see, gods are the highest degree, and therefor once a god or goddess you're the equal of every other god or goddess, regardless of how long they've been around. some of them have more experience and thus tricks up their sleeve, but its still even ground. The only difference being a god really makes is that you still have a fighting chance for the rest of that universe's run once you reach godhood. So that was going along just smashingly, we had people and their gods running around on this planet and every one was having a blast! Then something happened that was always unexpected each run through.

You see, each god that gets a hand in creating stuff always has its own area of specialty. And on top of all the individual gods' input, a combination of all of their creativeness is also an inherent in the balance of the universe. So there is always a part of creation that comes about as an indirect product of the god's creations. Evolution, as an example. So what happened in our world is the dragons defeated the gods. Yepp, its true, reptites were the godless ones this time around, and finally managed to come out on top against the gods. By studying the world they learned of the gods and how the universe operated, and devised a way to maintain a level of control over the universe, and hopefully, the gods!)

(You see, even with all the new gods that came into being, amongst the very large collection of gods that made it into this world to begin with, the reptites figured out a way to defeat them all. They worked on their science until they managed to duplicate the gods powers with their machines. For not only did the reptites want control of this realm, as part of the balance with all the action of the universe, they decided to slow it down so as to perhaps give their god a fighting chance at lasting long enough to be a creator of the next universe. So they used their powerful science to artificially make a superpowered being, under their control they destroyed the god's powerful avatars, and before the gods could intervene, used their genetically engineered destroyer jesus to cross into the spirit realm of this universe, and managed to shut the gates and stop the flow of reincarnation, the flow of life and motion, as per their nature. So this cyborg godling managed to trap all the gods in the spirit realm, along with their most powerful creations, and let the creations be ruled by the reptites. Now the reptites had long ago moved off this world onto their own, as to seperate themselves further from the gods as to more carefully conceal their plan. So in short, the only aliens out there were once from this planet, managed to overthrow the gods and take over the planet, but as of yet still have not found a way to create a new god. They managed to create a super-being powerful enough to cross over into the spirit realm and accomplishing the herculean task of halting the flow of life. Only what the reptites don't know is that they're supposed servant godling, their cyborg jesus, actually reached godhood on his own, after taking over the spirit realm and locking all the competition up. He is keeping his programming though, and his godhood allows him to also keep his creators from fulfill their task of creating another god, because they are unaware that their jesus robot zombie became a god of the spirit world when he finished trapping the gods.)

So that explains the world. The men in control of the planet are operating under the control of reptile aliens that were actually from this planet (and their other creations), the reptites spreading a religion meant to support their single god, whom they are trying to create, all the while their false god turned real god is keeping all the rest of the gods in check. Now what? Mwahah well thats another part of this story!

a good background, a good relateable background, makes for a good story. when the best stories are true stories, now that is awesome.