don't have kids.

one of the reasons that i don't like babies right now: the incessant, nonstop crying and screaming. Granted this thing is only like 1.5 yrs old, but still. It is wall-penetratingly annoying. It might be sick, but still. I can't bring myself to feel bad for it because its bothering me. I see no point in crying, even though i realize the kid can't see that its just crying because thats what it does. I remember being a small baby and crying and not really thinking about it, and at times feeling the crying coming on and trying to stop it because i thought it was worthless. I really wish the thing wouldn't wake me up so much.

Bah. whatever, its not mine, i just live with it. Its just that if it didn't cry to get attention it wouldn't bother me so much. You know what i mean, when they make the sound without thecry on their faces? Just to get someone to pick them up or give them a cookie or change their shitholder. I don't feel angry about it or anything, just *siiigh* worthy. In fact, i can't really remember the last time i did get angry about something, except myself at work and videogames not doing what i tell them to (lol we all know THAT tired old rag.)

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I've got super strength and speed. how about that?

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Tommorow i get paid. Wonder how much? I really want to get more stuff for my hand project, as the chips are on the way. I can order the other stuff online tommorow. I found some interesting tiny laptops on ebay that pique my fancy. I'm into this wearable computer thing again, and i figure i can either get an old machine that will just do wireless internet/emule/bitsy torrents with a USB and some type II slots and i can use that just fine. iTunes says it needs at least 500mhz cpu to operate, so that means i can use something else to load up my ipod. The other thing would be to spend more $$ and get a machine that will play music and videos as well as internet stuff. I dunno about that though, it depends on what i want/can spend on the cpu unit. I figure 800$ for a very nice HMD monacle (http://www.tekgear.com/index.cfm?pageID=90&prodid=224§ion=84&nodelist=1,83,84) and probably a wristpc wristmounted keyboard (:P) unless i wanna try the Twiddler. that keyboard is a lil large. that or one of thsoe foldable ones. Lets see, as for teh main machine i was thinking of either an old school icutronix rugged pc, the kind telephone pole and truckers keep around, or i found a nice old vaio that has a 6" screen and has decent hardware in it to boot. Install win2k on it, some other small software and im off n running. The accessories are all negligible, just fancy shmancy wear that i wouldn't actually need but would be damn cool.

LA is burning, according to my Bad Religion news report.

So im either gonna drop like 800$ for a Sony U50/75/something (i saw one modded with a ipod 60g harddrive) or 3-400$ for that lil 6" shorty. The other option: the same amount could get me teh most basic Dell laptop, which is a fabulous deal because its specs outshine all the tiny stuff and it would definitely do everything i would need/want. Its just a lil bigger. This last option will lprobably be what i do in the end, because it comes with everything i could want and is less that 1000k.

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In retrospect, as much as i wanted to goto the VIPness of bonnaroo this year, i think im just gonna get normal tickets. I forgot about my trip to hawaii in october :) That and i gotta save some $$$ anyways. So cheap laptop it is. I can gargoyle myself out later when i want to catch up with all the cyborgs in the world. I mean i get 3 more paychecks before June, so i can afford it EASY, but i won't be saving any money, which is something my ass needs to do for later on. I can VIP it up later on i guess. How unlike me. Which is a good thing?

love you lots.