effervescent ever blessed seeks little outside contentment, except for exploration.
The dogs are barkin', and its time to go. i may not know what time it is.
Its all to awkward never giving up but knowing when to quit. It turns into being the last racer on the track, still hugging the turns (and yes Cake, thinking of someone for whom i still burn) but knowing i should have stopped long ago. Retrospect is 20/20 but contraspect is 50/50.
Must not repeat mistakes. Must make new ones if a mistake is unavoidable.
"Must not Sleep. Must Warn Others." -aesop rock, i think?
Canary to popular opinion... "chirp chirp"
I think i enjoy/abuse what I CAN do in any situation (by presenting something new) that i often miss an opportunity to use said skill...wisely. I don't think too many things are over forever, though i might have to wait longer than i would like to see if i can get Back on Track with a lady.
I must admit i think i need someone a little....darker. i'm a bright and shining star hiding a blackhole. I have a penchant for building sand castles AND kicking them over. I need someone who likes to plan large cities....and likes to watch them burn. The Goddess of Spring who ended being Queen of the Underworld, so to speak (always liked that story, persephone)
But Pygmalion was another favorite; who wouldn't like designing their own perfect woman, only to have it brought to life by a couple quibbling goddesses? I'm such a fan of chaos (oh discord and your golden apples) and such a worshiper of beauty (oh Aphrodite, you could teach me so much) i'm a bringer of war (Athena would be a great challenge) and i'm a bringer of peace (Artemis would hunt me in my down-time) but what to do? I like to practical joke, and i like to surprise. I like to bring gifts and burn sacrifices. I pray and i meditate, excersize and feast. I work to sweat and i party hardy.
I am balance that can quickly unbalance myself to overcome those things that are themselves unbalanced. i am king of the titans. i am servant to mankind. I am an avid dreamer.
I am happy, though my heart doth ache at times, i am stronger still. Using wisdom becomes harder at times than i would have imagined. I have had at times in the past become all to easily accustomed to avoiding instead of confronting.
thanks be. peace be with you, unless of course you need a little discord.
2 comments:
You must know me well enough by now to know that I don't have that formentioned e-mail anymore. I need new directions.
I agree with you being an avoider (which is odd in someone so outwardly honest and confrontational), but I have to say that the Persephone story irks me. She gets hungry, and what does she eat? Three seeds. Three seeds??? who's satisfied by that?
Mmmm, 3 manseeds. 3 million. 3 loads? whatever. Though she holds desireable office, persephone sounds kind of droll to me, i need someone who wants me....i'm not a fan of the ones who sit around all the time either.
anywho, that address is:
49 1/2 Albany St.
Cazenovia, NY 13035
okies?
much luv!
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