the sun has a jealous shadow

the darkness only comes when the sun is looking at something else...

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actually, the only times i ever heard about the darkness coming was after my brother got through with her ;)

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i want to be able to focus on only the gym and work; but i don't think that's wise. I know i don't want to. I know i want to play too. But there is no play for me.

There's supposed to be only no rest for the wicked; we apparently get recess or something.

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I would trade all my knowledge of women, girls, how they think, what they do, their mannerisms and habits, all general knowledge, i would trade it all in just to know when girls liked me.

but i don't. its the other way around. I had to be the little worthless bitch with a big shoulder to cry on and now all i can do is solve their problems and keep them happy.

Which we all know that girls don't want. Girls don't want a nice or strong guy that makes them laugh or surprises them. Girls want assholes who treat them like shit.

stupid bitches. I hope i find some solace soon before i go crazy and start sacrificing humans to myself.