speck in the distance

the outsider is seldom welcome
in
the cloud rider cannot drown, or
frown.

stranger on the fringes
doorless but with hinges
just in case.
when he hits, he never misses
sometimes kicks, sometimes kisses
in the face.

he understands, makes no demands
he's frosting and he's cake
its lonely top or bottom
he's gas without a break.

the oustider is seldom welcome
home
the cloud rider doesn't cease to
roam.

....

what, im bored and its like 530 am here. i spent too much time finding people i knew on myspace, and not enough time picking something healthy to eat.

that pizza was a horrible, horrible, incredibly tasty idea. and now im paying for it. ah well, i was prepared for this. it seems that all dairy is straight out of the question now.

that makes it a LOT easier to choose food to eat. and by easier, i mean with a smaller selection.

...

i wish i could turn off the inner monologue. i feel like its mucking my ability to discern things properly.