echoes of ruinous dissent

This blog is viewed best as large as possible, due to the background.

maybe ill change it? i dunno, its hard to read this, i cuold just make my comp desktop that instead.... i think i'll do that. i just wanted to share this with you.

i thought she was pretty, after all. pretty people deserve attention too.

i wonder what visiting thailand will be like after this latest coup? speaking of things like that, i'd like to visit japan and perhaps meet the emperor before it gets too late for that one too. already pope died (dunno, thought itd be cool to meet the last pope) croc hunter snuffed it (he was almost the top of the list) and then emperor of japan. perhaps some british royalty too, that'd be nice maybe. well see!

finish this cell up first, then run around the world with it. see who i run into.

see, i really really wonder a little bit. echoes from my past have been turning up lately, and i just don't think any of those old dreams will work. I will never go back, so why do i even spend time thinking about it? At least one of my friends is finally leaving and we'll go off and have more adventure, but everyone else....its awkward. I don't want to jilt them, and perhaps one or two i will sincerely wonder "what if" for a second, pointless as that line of thinking is. I'll not know, nor do i want to try n see (which is my usual answer to "what ifs"; go do it.) Not this time, too risky.

i'll just have to deal with it. there's plenty of other people out there i guess, why pine for people to join me on a world trekking adventure if they aren't up for it? truly.

la tee da. i've also got sucked into another TV show that i've been hearing about: Lost.

yeah, i started watching like 5 eps in the 2nd season, now i must consume it alllllll. how awesome is this show, seriously? makes me wonder what the whole deal is a little....

well, bye for now.