suffering succotash.... online eletronics supplies are so.....lame.
i'm going to what i know works well...asking others. I've posted in a BB i've used before, filled with other electronics builders, on where to order parts that i need. freakin A, dave could've thrown in a supply link, or at least written the parts list in a fashion of which i could've taken straight to a supplier. Im REALLY pissed at the big depot/distributor up here, the guy helping me was about as useful as a wet boot. i want to go back, but my transportation around here is family dependent, and i feel bad enough already. So bad, in fact, especially after yesterday. I dunno why, i think its something my parents drilled into me. Someone gives me something and i don't know what to do sometimes. makes me feel like a complete load.
GODAMMIT i hate being a fucking poor kid. what would doc brown do? (i want that as a shirt...) i know, i know, i can work and get the paychecks, but its so SLOOOWWWWW!!!!! working for money is the WORST, and SLOWEST way to do it. as soon as i find an online place i'll order the last bits i need, and i think i can borrow the 5$ itll be. its like 50 cents a cap, and a couple of switches that they didn't have. it doesn't help at work that my mind is so on this project my attention is worse than normal. I had to reread tickets until it sunk in. the words just didn't make sense i was that out of it today. i don't need it anymore.
don't get me wrong. Its not the burns, the cuts, the stress overall. its the reasons behind it. all i want is their fucking money and all they want is all they can get for it.
siiiigh. i wish i could get a job at the supply store, i think i just need to call them back and place an order. i feel like im being slowd down, and i don't see any need for it.
its 3 easy steps: build cell from plans. find engine to mod first. figure out the fuel-mixture ratio , and hook them together. demo engine done. am i missing anything? fuel-mixture ratios. i gotta email dion. siiigh.
im so....limited sometimes i feel cursed. except for the possible fl trip.
i feel like someone popped my balloon. im invincible! but i can still be annoyed! arrrrrgh! im a pirate now!
arrr arrr arrr booty.
ok i think i calmed down. siiiigh.... you know how i feel. ive got all this time on my hands and i don't want to use it....but i might as well. to do what you ask? who knows. probably tv, guitar, and more research...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
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